Hi. I'm back. Sigh. recently there is many things bottling up inside my heart. I won't show my emotions. I dun trust, becos,, there's still none who know me tht well. ues it might be have. But not much? Anyway, if one day, i disappear, dun panick, i'll be watching u above yeah =X ... Seriously, i feel very very very tired already, many - thoughts flowing thru my mind, its not tht i think too much, its sth right in front tht i could see it..with my own eyes.. I dun feel like elaborating it further..LOLS! 　　ｓｉｇｈ．．　ｉ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｄｕｎ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｍｙｓｅｌｆ　ｉｎ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｗａｙ　！

Today, reach school at about 11+am(dun need to say wat thing)
After school, went to grandlink meet jiejie(s), Geor, charlene & many more lo..
Went home at about 7+
I'm sick and tired...f*** this world =X Born me out for f*** ? Wanted to see me emo-ing / crying? kanasai lahs.. Grrrrrrrrr, MOODSWING！ｉｓｅｒｉｏｓｌｙ　ｎｅｅｄ　ｍｏｏｄｓｗｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｃｏｎｆｕｓｅ　ｙ　ｏｕｔｅｒ　ｅｍｏｔｉｏｎｓ　ｙｅａｈ　．．　ＢＹＥ-.-

Labels: 别这样，很伤，很痛。但我不管还要笑....在我心里，我隐藏了许多不快乐的事，没人会理我怎么想。我好想死了一了白了 :(.

hellos. sorry, was really lazy to post anything recently ..
having alot of moodswing too..
Today is really an unlucky day for me ! Early in the morning, my socks was confiscated, my hairband, ny leg band, my ring, my ear ring ETC.
After school, my WHOLE BAG PLUS my PHONE was KEPT WITH MRS TAY WTF ! _-_ Fcuk lahs! DL ..
went to meet jie at 343, she asked me ; want go northh cc / grandlink
i said grandlink! and i exhanged a very positive condition with her. i did my comprehension ^^ after tht went to GL play audi...2h plus?
And went to the drain there, sigh, memories flow :( nevermind .....
goodbye!

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HEHEHE ! short cut =P
hmmm, went to lrc
waited jiejie, 2 weili & HIM x3
they pei me go pasiris do sth? >< hehe.. jie pierced her right ear (i abit blurr, i forgot left or right?)
i am so happy ^^ i thought it will be very pained? no it isn't ! hahaahahs ~ i'm waiting for that piercing to season =x
jiejie cheer up le okay? ^^ i don't want to see u as my closest to be sad sad de ok? we will have fun on 190709 de (: iloveyou <3

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i wanted a piercing . i just wanted it ^^ SOMEBODY, I BEGG YOU 就给我打吗, 我真的不会在打别的地方处了耳剁和那里了. 十个理由我是想不到, 可是已经有几个了吧? (sobsob) PLEASEEEEEEEEE

Labels: 求求你吗

I didn’t went to school these 2 days. I might be going back tomorrow J hehe . I missed jiejie, though it’s only one day L sigh . . .currently very moody something kept bothering me these few weeks. . . Hmmm tomorrow will be going back to SANA(Singapore anti narcotics association) I missed Rachel a lot! I wonder how’s her work? Finally can get to see her tomorrow, and also can play pool with her again … jiejie don’t worry, we will be watching movie together on Friday yea, don’t forget okay?i think Thursday also might not be able to meet you . Loves~ oh, SOMEBODY feeling better now? Hope that the SOMEBODY will be happier nowadays yea =X SOMEBODY do remember that I’m still alive, I still will be there for the SOMEBODY <3 If the SOMEBODY is reading it now, hope you will be more happier now …SOMEBODY, I think you better don’t continue to read okay? Oh shit



Aw, I missed my PO hmmm, I wonder what will she be doing now 0.o sigh ~ I bet my VPO, will be damn busy too How can a banker be free during weekdays? Hai …. I simply feel so boring yeah.



A relationship without any feelings, can this be continued? Oh my god, I really need help and useful advices. i'm really feeling so bad about this r/s you know? he doesn't even know how I’m feeling anyway -.- I sometimes feel irritated by certain things he do -.- oh dear, wtF*** ! I'm so vexed up you know?! I don't think there will be anybody that who can really understand how am I feeling right now … I cannot break up with him as I’m afraid that history might repeat itself again…almost wanted to jump down from a feeling -.- Even though I’m just 15, at least I know how to think. Just that sometimes I don’t know how to express how am I feeling … I really don’t know how or what to say … Just to give an advice ; LOVE CANNOT BE FORCED . I will be going berserk if I continue this “no feelings relationship” with him -.- I really don’t know why I agree to patch back with him -.- maybe it’s for the things he’d done for me? If is that case, I think I’m just feeling sympathy for him? I really hope that god will create a scene that I can break up with him soon . . . I just don’t want this R/S to be continued -.- I’m sorry if there’s a day I break off with you(again) And this time I seriously don’t want to patch back or whatever -.- I just don’t have much feelings for you -.- 很反感你知道嗎? Bet you won’t get what I’m trying to say yeah . Yes I love sweet moments, but you must get it right! It’s not that you need to be VERY close to me, It’s not that you aren’t good enough for me! It’s the FEELING you know? I really did try to search feelings for you, but I can’t ! I appreciate for the things you’ve did for me, I’m very touched, I admit it. But, I really cannot find feelings… I’m really trying my best! Yes I need time. But it’s enough time boy, if I continue to be with you, 我們是不會幸福的 . . . I really need a break, my eyes is getting pained . Amen ><

Labels: 真得很反感

woke up in the morning around 10.30 today =x i have no plans to go anywhere at all because i didn't plan (: but it's okay, because my da jie bring me to my guardian's office. Meet them to have lunch together :P after our lunch, we went to suntec city as my guardian complained that my wallet is getting a little black? LOLS then we really headed there in the end ^^ they brought me to the arcade there and watch me playing my na shou ; arcade guan lan (: hehe, i'm very lousy de la :P hahahahahahas (;
after that jiu went to jie's house there, then go to SP together, met baby and many more, played swing (: sian, tomoro gotto go school again -_- nevrmind lahs, go study lor
SOMEBODY PLEASEEE, cheer up kays <3 i will be standing by your side always && forever, hope that the SOMEBODY know who am i trying to tell yeahs .. love you la SOMEBODY

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went to play audi today . went to CC today . went home after that, but it's a special day today! you want to know why? HAHA, kat jie send me home! i was like, huh you serious? then in the end, we really sit all the way till my house there lo. . .so funny ^^ actually planned to bring her to the park there, but in the end, we went to look at my house there de 'modern' house :) haha, soooo fun lor . . .after that i went home, took hair dye for her && lemon barley ... chit chat a while.... && i send her back to the bus stop again, accompanied her to wait for bus there ^^ seeing her tomoro after church ^^ that's all for today >.<

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RuoHeng aka Zuki(:
heng3344 ; my audi name (:
Level 18 ; clubber
130194 ; my birthday ^^
Love playing arcade ; basketball machine

kat
Nana
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