Wednesday, July 8, 2009 ,6:24 AM
I didn’t went to school these 2 days. I might be going back tomorrow J hehe . I missed jiejie, though it’s only one day L sigh . . .currently very moody something kept bothering me these few weeks. . . Hmmm tomorrow will be going back to SANA(Singapore anti narcotics association) I missed Rachel a lot! I wonder how’s her work? Finally can get to see her tomorrow, and also can play pool with her again … jiejie don’t worry, we will be watching movie together on Friday yea, don’t forget okay?i think Thursday also might not be able to meet you . Loves~ oh, SOMEBODY feeling better now? Hope that the SOMEBODY will be happier nowadays yea =X SOMEBODY do remember that I’m still alive, I still will be there for the SOMEBODY <3 If the SOMEBODY is reading it now, hope you will be more happier now …SOMEBODY, I think you better don’t continue to read okay? Oh shit
Aw, I missed my PO hmmm, I wonder what will she be doing now 0.o sigh ~ I bet my VPO, will be damn busy too How can a banker be free during weekdays? Hai …. I simply feel so boring yeah.
A relationship without any feelings, can this be continued? Oh my god, I really need help and useful advices. i'm really feeling so bad about this r/s you know? he doesn't even know how I’m feeling anyway -.- I sometimes feel irritated by certain things he do -.- oh dear, wtF*** ! I'm so vexed up you know?! I don't think there will be anybody that who can really understand how am I feeling right now … I cannot break up with him as I’m afraid that history might repeat itself again…almost wanted to jump down from a feeling -.- Even though I’m just 15, at least I know how to think. Just that sometimes I don’t know how to express how am I feeling … I really don’t know how or what to say … Just to give an advice ; LOVE CANNOT BE FORCED . I will be going berserk if I continue this “no feelings relationship” with him -.- I really don’t know why I agree to patch back with him -.- maybe it’s for the things he’d done for me? If is that case, I think I’m just feeling sympathy for him? I really hope that god will create a scene that I can break up with him soon . . . I just don’t want this R/S to be continued -.- I’m sorry if there’s a day I break off with you(again) And this time I seriously don’t want to patch back or whatever -.- I just don’t have much feelings for you -.- 很反感你知道嗎? Bet you won’t get what I’m trying to say yeah . Yes I love sweet moments, but you must get it right! It’s not that you need to be VERY close to me, It’s not that you aren’t good enough for me! It’s the FEELING you know? I really did try to search feelings for you, but I can’t ! I appreciate for the things you’ve did for me, I’m very touched, I admit it. But, I really cannot find feelings… I’m really trying my best! Yes I need time. But it’s enough time boy, if I continue to be with you, 我們是不會幸福的 . . . I really need a break, my eyes is getting pained . Amen ><
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